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• 13/09/2026 - pinned - Learn to love the world a little more.
  I wished to reach Plat. 1 today, but I failed. Strangely, losing made me realize something much more
  important than whether I reached it.... Read more
• 28/09/2026 - Is time moving slower?
  It's so weird because I feel like I expect things to happen way too quickly. With how fast things go, something that
  could take months feels to slow, especially when you think too much about it. For example, if I have a plan that should
  normally take maybe years, I want it done in a few days. My attention span is really correct but with instant-gratification,
  If I don't get feedback directly, everything else feels too slow.
• 22/09/2026 - Stress doesn't help mostly anywhere.
  I want to explain something that might sound trivial but I only discovered that today. Imagine you are doing a
  math test. You want to reach the top but you forget how to do something. You are stressed but you end up
  doing worse. If you know you know. If you don't, unfortunately, you don't. Mango once said: “Play tournaments like
  friendlies you really want to win”. Friendlies are relaxed. And tournaments can be stressful
  but if you failed, then you failed because you didn't train enough. So you don't have to stress. Same for a
  test. It is sad to forget something, it is really sad but unfortunately there is nothing you can do. Nothing.
• 26/08/2026 - I have been learning Lazarus lately.
  I started leaning Lazarus and Pascal recently and it is really nice. Far from messy side-projects in C++.
  I did this utility I had in mind for a while, it is called PowerRenamer. Feel free to try it, it is free (for personal use).
• 16/08/2026 - I always feel like I have to prove something.
  Like I have to prove I can create a profitable project or something meaningful or make money.
  It is very exhausting and actually demotivating.
  Btw I actually prefer "Remember the Time" and "Man in the Mirror" by MJ but this king has so many bangers.
• 16/08/2026 - I reached Gold 3 in Super Smash Bros. Melee!
  My ultimate goal is reaching Grandmaster with my Falco then becoming the best using Bowser.
  I've been stuck on Silver 3 for a while now and when you understand why you kept losing,
  you see how bad you were.
• 08/08/2026 - Still working on Iris but changed the name to Violet.
  I'm working on the a system called Violet Blue I. It is meant to be a simpler version.
• 29/06/2026 - It is easy to create something but we don't realise how hard it can be to support and maintain
  it. Or maybe I'm just too scared of what could happen.
  btw I wrote the terminal and the specs for a protocol I've been working on. It is called Iris.
• 29/06/2026 - Also don't forget to open your task app or something at the beginning of the day.
  I got my day ruined because I didn't.
• 06/06/2026 - How do people find such great ideas... I need to study business
  because engineering is one thing but selling it is another universe. OMEGALUL
  I recently built two applications and I have so much trouble having the guts to even share them online.
  What a mental block.
• 04/06/2026 - I recently watched the Michael movie and I rediscovered MJ.
  My favourite song is "Heaven Can Wait" in the Invincible album